Cruel Intentions star Selma Blair has shared with the public that her ongoing battle with multiple sclerosis is taking its toll. On Instagram, Blair offered a photo of her kissing a horse, with a caption that includes how she’s been mentally and physically affected after her diagnosis.

Selma Blair Health Update

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After I gave birth and felt half dead all the time, after the rage and the tears, after my heart exploded with caring and understanding, before any diagnosis, I searched for this horse. I knew the only place I was really growing with self love was at @cellardoorequestrian . My trainer found me #skytop. He needed to be able to handle kisses. Prerequisite. Truly. And he did. #mrnibbles. We only had a short time before I couldn’t even get to him or stay on. But he has come so far. And even though I may seem like I have gone farther away, I am learning and getting healthier. Even as I get seemingly sicker. I will jump this horse around again. Affording horseshows will require some major work opportunities ahead. So I am asking for it all. I am asking. For all of us who want it. Ask. Ask. Listen. I have the unicorn. Now I have to be able to find him again. #tbt. #loveheals 💘

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“I knew the only place I was really growing with self love was at @cellardorequestrian,” Blair wrote in her caption. “My trainer found me #skytop. He needed to be able to handle kisses. Prerequisite. Truly. And he did. #mrnibbles…And even though I may seem like I have gone farther away, I am learning and getting healthier. Even as I get seemingly sicker. I will jump this horse around again.”

Throughout the moments when Blair had to get treatment, she has shared on social media how difficult it has been to be away from her family.

“I am here. I am not with my son,” Blair wrote in her caption. “This journey is a realization about the breaths around me. More than eve my own. I need you. I need this boy to see me do things I never thought I could.”

Blair first shared to the public that she had multiple sclerosis on Instagram during October 2018.  In May, she shared on social media the harsh reality to what this sickness has done to her.

“Here’s the truth,” Blair wrote. “I feel sick as hell. I am vomiting and all things which are not polite to speak of…The medical treatments take their toll. I am going to get through this.”

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Even though Blair has been struggling, her most recent post has made it clear that despite all odds, she is determined to truly do her best to live through it.

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