Nick Gordon wrote a worrying message on Twitter that had some concerned that he was suicidal ahead of his longtime girlfriend Bobbi Kristina’s 22nd birthday.

Nick Gordon Suicidal?

On Tuesday, Gordon posted on Twitter that he wanted to “do myself in,” sparking concern that the 25-year-old was contemplating taking his own life.

I’m so hurt I wanna do myself in, I know I have to strong

— Nick Gordon (@nickdgordon) March 4, 2015

Later that day, however, Gordon revealed that he was watching his and Bobbi Kristina’s favorite movie – The Hobbit.

I have the best publicist in the world @Joseycrews @REALbkBrown I am watching the hobbit 2-3 our fav movie baby — Nick Gordon (@nickdgordon) March 4, 2015

I’m Close to you baby pic.twitter.com/1O499YfPoX

— Nick Gordon (@nickdgordon) March 4, 2015

On Bobbi Kristina’s birthday Wednesday, Gordon wished her a happy birthday and expressed his desire to be with her.

Happy Birthday baby I wish I was there with you to hold you and be by your side — Nick Gordon (@nickdgordon) March 4, 2015

Amidst the speculation about Gordon’s troubling tweet, rumors have swirled that Gordon has plans to open up about finding Bobbi Kristina unresponsive in the bathtub of their Atlantic-area home with Dr. Phil, according to TMZ. Reports also suggest he’ll open up about his relationship with Bobby Brown and how he has not been permitted to visit with Bobbi Kristina in the hospital.