Mick Jagger remembered his former partner L’Wren Scott on what would have been her 51st birthday Tuesday.

Mick Jagger Remembers L’Wren Scott

“Remembering L’Wren on her birthday,” Jagger captioned a picture on Twitter that was taken by Jean Pigozzi. 

Scott committed suicide on March 17, 2014 at her New York City apartment when she was 49 years old. Jagger, who had dated Scott since 2001, was “completely shocked and devastated by the news.”

“I am still struggling to understand how my lover and best friend could end her life in this tragic way. We spent many wonderful years together and had made a great life for ourselves,” Jagger wrote on Facebook at the time of Scott’s death. “She had great presence and her talent was much admired, not least by me. I have been touched by the tributes that people have paid to her, and also the personal messages of support that I have received.”

Months after Scott’s death, Jagger admitted he was still hurting from the loss of his longtime girlfriend, and had thrown himself back into his work.

“It’s difficult. Very hard year,” Jagger told Rolling Stone. “I got back into it with touring with the Stones in Europe and doing other things, including doing this movie,” Jagger revealed. “ [I’ve gotten] a lot of support and I really appreciate that.”