Madonna gave her fans a glimpse into her custody battle with ex-husband Guy Ritchie during a Rebel Heart tour stop in Melbourne, Australia over the weekend.

Madonna On Guy Ritchie

Madonna apparently sat down during her show with a bottle of tequila, calling Ritchie a “son of a b–ch” and begging “please someone f–k me,” and “somebody take care of me please,” according to The Sun.

Further referencing her pain regarding the custody battle involving her teenaged son Rocco, she declared, “If I have learnt one thing in my life, it’s just to go with it. If you just laugh it doesn’t hurt as much.”

The pop star is being just as candid off the stage about the family drama.

“Being cut out of Rocco’s life has hit Madonna hard and it’s clear she blames Guy,” a source told The Sun. “She has openly called him a d–khead, and a son of a b–ch, and said that she is going to make him pay ‘big time’ for what he has done to her.”

Earlier this month, Manhattan Supreme Court Justice Deborah Kaplan urged Madonna and Ritchie to end their custody dispute for Rocco’s sake. However, if they cannot come to an agreement, she has promised that the court will step in to make a ruling.

“No one is disrupting his household other than the inability of the parents to reach a resolution,” Kaplan said in court, according to The Guardian. “If they cannot resolve this matter then eventually the court will.”