Justin Bieber has posted a surprisingly heartfelt message to his fans on his Instagram page, weeks after canceling his Purpose World Tour early.

JUSTIN BIEBER NEWS: INSTAGRAM POST ABOUT CANCELED TOUR

Bieber unexpectedly canceled the final 14 shows of the tour, staring in Arlington, Texas, and gave no reason to indicate why. Now, the Biebs himself has finally weighed in. While what he wrote wasn’t exactly a reason for the cancelation, it was an opportunity for his fans to get inside his head and see how he is feeling.

“Im so grateful for this journey with all of you.. Im grateful for the tours but most of all I am grateful I get to go through this life WITH YOU.! Learning and growing hasn’t always been easy but knowing im not alone has kept me going. I have let my insecurities get the best of me at times, I let my broken relationships dictate the way I acted toward people and the way I treated them! i let bitterness, jealousy and fear run my life.!!!!” the pop star wrote. “I am extremely blessed to have people in the past few years help me build my character back up reminding me of who I am and who I want to be!!!. Reminding me my past decisions and past relationships don’t dictate my future decisions and my future relationships. Im VERY aware I’m never gonna be perfect, and I’m gonna keep making mistakes but what I’m not going to do is let my past dictate my future.. What I’m not gonna do is be ashamed of my mistakes. I wanna be a man that learns from them and grows from them.!!”

The star continued by bringing up the tour and how meaningful it was to him, following by his hopes for himself in the future. “I want you all to know this tour has been unbelievable and has taught me so much about myself.. I am reminded of how blessed I am to have a voice in this world. I’ve learned the more you appreciate your calling the more you want to protect your calling. Me taking this time right now is me saying I want to be SUSTAINABLE.. I want my career to be sustainable, but I also want my mind heart and soul to be sustainable. So that I can be the man I want to be, the husband I eventually want to be and the father I want to be. This message is just an opportunity for you to know my heart, I’m not expecting anyone to understand, but I do want people to have an opportunity to know where I am coming from!”

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